I was a little bit premature in declaring myself 'un-single.' Although, said boy does exist and I am still smitten... he's got his hands a lil' bit too full right now to qualify as relationship material.
And by full hands, I'm not talking about just juggling a few too many balls. These are bowling balls, swords, torches and chainsaws. I feel for him. I wish he had the energy to toss a few of his woes my way. Four hands make better than two. But for now, I think his focus is just on keeping everything in focus, and not dropping anything.
So where does that leave me? Well I'm not out trolling for anyone else. His fingerprints are still fresh on my heart and I doubt that will change anytime soon. So I'm just letting things slide and focusing on the million and one other things life has been throwing me lately.
Work is insanely consuming. And so are all the new people I am meeting through it. Which is great. I'm basically bagged at the end of everyday. But its a good kind of tired. I'm living, and living hard.
So don't think I'm all weepy eyed. He's got my number for later when he's less on his plate. And I've got a full plate of my own.
Does that answer all your questions? :) I know, I know, I've not only been neglecting my LJ... my e-mails have been rarer and shorter too. It's bound to get worse before it gets better! Try to be patient.