Last night I started to feel a bit unravelled. Then I had a mini-brain wave and created a special project. So now I have a focus that is fun and reflective and includes reading (which I haven't been doing enough of lately) and will become a gift, which is one of the things I most like to do -- gifting.
So I have to say thank you to skigzz who was the unknowing catalyst of this new energy. Thanks jerker!