A-m (umopapisdn) wrote,

Well a lot has been going on since my last update. Too much and too intense for me to really go into it all. Some of it is in zang's LJ... but it goes beyond that even.

This weekend is my first time off since I went to visit Cass in Cali. Wow what an enormous trip that visit started.

I'm finished with Katimavik at the end of this rotation. Not sure exactly what I will do after that. I've got a few irons in the fire, so to speak... but right now I just need a few weeks to chill. I'm going to go stay with my mom a bit, and then maybe catch up with some friends I haven't seen in too long.

This week (and last) has been really emotional and I really need some down time to just sift through what I think about everything.

Things I do know:

* I love my sister more than anything and I want her to find peace and happiness again.

* I have a lot of anger for my Dad and none of the communicating we did this past week and a bit really helped that at all. I'm pretty sure he wants to be more involved in my life, and I am also pretty sure that right now that's the last thing I want.

* My mom is stronger than I ever imagined. I love and respect her and I can't wait to see her and give her a huge hug.

* My friends and family are amazingly supportive of me and I am so thankful that when I was freaking out everyone was there 100%

* My katima-group really _IS_ the best group in Canada! :P :P

sigh. okay, enough with the mushiness. Thanks everyone who's been here for me through this whole she-bang (which really is not over yet)... I appreciate and love you all.
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