(and I don't mean my shoelaces)
I think that somehow life is going to change.
But I walk the same tread.
Wake up. Wake up. Wake up.
If only this were the dream, not vice versa.
To be really seen. To be really heard.
Does that ever happen to you?
Song lyrics compel me to speak.
And then I second guess and choke.
What if what I think is love isn't.
What if love isn't.
I feel so completely undone.
I feel so completely un-me.
I wish I didn't feel.
I wish I was someone else.
If everything is on track then why aren't I?
If I stand still will my life run me over?