A-m (umopapisdn) wrote,

Been afk for the past three days. It was a much needed internet vacation. I was at a gorgeous retreat centre named "Riverstone" facilitating my group's Mid-Project Reflection activities. Its intense to spend so much time with them all when I normally only see them as a group once a week. But things went fairly well.

In fact, I almost (but not quite) didn't have time to think about other things. Things I'd like to stop thinking about. Things that really haunt and tear at me... its been like the day before you realize you've got a flu.. there's an underlying sensation of being ill ... a sort of "oh shit I am really going to be sick tomorrow" feeling... I think being so busy has kept me from really letting this all get emotionally "full blown"... and there's no rest in sight, got a busy couple days followed by Thanksgiving and then a three day trip to Toronto to meet with Regional staff.

I'd like to have a good long cry, but I feel like if I start I won't be able to stop until its all come out.. and there's too many tears and not enough time to spill them.

You know you work too much when you need to schedule in your emotional breakdowns. But, I truly do love my work. That's one thing I can say I love at least.
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