I think I am just so tired of dealing with everyone else's shit right now. I don't truly want to be hospitalized, but I just don't want to think about all this garbage anymore.
I feel myself counting the hours until the fifteenth when they move out, but I don't think that the intensity of it all is going to end there.
So then I start counting the days until I start work again... and the first week, away in Toronto will be heaven... but after that, I'll still be back involved.
I love my family. I want to be here to support them. But I think I'd just like one week to go by without drama and intensity and what have you.
I have a full on "house-style" headache, whomp whomp whomp whomp... so I think I'll go back to bed. I'll figure out how to get my sleep schedule back on track later. I'm pretty sure at least 65% of my dark mood is because I've had my days/nights reversed for almost two weeks now. :/